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Monday, May 30, 2011

Calling Party Animal

Yeah...party animal revive continuous 3 week and is good one...
 As what I'm say before May is my happening month..He called me Party Animal..And my friends greet with me be like this...lolx.
14 May 2011 @ M.O.I.S
Club with kl friends..And he is party at hotel too...
And I bump with Hean then we join along too..We get the awesome night..3 bottles Hennesey, black lable...settle before 2a.m...Perhaps without CJ around and it is late an hour 2 bottoms up..
First time I understand that the suffocated feeling of You couldn't get drunk in club cause you gonna drove later on. 
First time I drove to club and had to control too stay high...All because of HIM!! I need to pick him up later on so...sigh~~
Around 2a.m. I get his called and say goodbye to my party pals...Well, I still can get high on next week Liquor Party at Fl@mingo Hotel...Looking forward♥ 

When I'm pick him up at hotel then he is started getting worst on hang over. We stop by at petrol station let him had a rest. And HK they come over meet me. I probably think he is drunk cause He say he lost RM300. And RZ get shock on next day cause HK in car still count for the figure..But once come and meet me he is lost the $$. Emo for few days. and who know that actually that night he is return the $$ to me and he forgot on it...idiot~~~steam la...@.@
Tze Tze & Me (Welcome To Penang ✌)

Ladies in the house

3 Bro(HK,Jerrick & Jonathan)

Tommy & me(He is getting handsome day by day☺)

rest

HK meditating~~

Who is next to me?

Tala!! Is Tommy...Me & HK

Kenny & Katherine

Another Clubbing gang...Hean!!!

Well...Just Sample

We are so death while someone is spit out bloody hell at side and we just snap picture..guess who?start from "B"

I probably like this picture pretty much



21 May 2011 @ Flamingo Hotel
Horray...CJ was back from KL. The hotel stay plan finally may go on with no regret.We keep postpone the date due to must be able to tolerate some of them exam date and personal staff.
Well, I'm had to salute to my own cause I'm too energetic to party up after finish work and straight away activate my party cell. RZ fetch me after work. When I get into his car, saw that everything was in FULL. The baggage..The passenger seat..Gosh..Luckily we are slim enough to fix inside.We had our lunch at Mc Donalds and I collect the Pink color coke can glass again. (Seriously, I'm not addicted on it..just the co-incident )
When we reached Flamingo approximate 3somthing. Nice view from balcony at the resident suit.
2 bedroom, 1 living room + 1 pantry+3 balcony...It's completely.   
Sun kissing so hot melt our Popsicle so we decide stay in room and enjoy our TV program show with chill beer first. After few hour, few of us go into swimming pool enjoy the facilities.
At first, I didn't plan to get wet so I tight  up my hair but at last they so cruel to smash water to me.Fine, I swam. 

This party approximate had 15++ people to join. 
Evening, They start prepare the steamboat while I took bath. Then we start our dinner approximate eight. 
The fog of steamboat was getting much and we afraid it will cause the censor of fire detection get detect and expel content. Thus we switch the whole steamboat set into balcony. CJ saw us start getting bored in room and he volunteer be the first one to bottoms up. Of course we get influence with no doubt. All the liquor bring over finish up one by one before 1a.m. and CJ start get tipsy after mixer with beer and liquor. He is accidentally finish up Myrtle drinks.Well, the drinks they are plan to serve to Myrtle cause she keep exaggerated around and they want show her some power. Who knows, CJ felt thirsty and just bottoms up. We get stone and just yelled after a second with the respond of "HOW?!!HOW?!! CJ finish up Myrtle drinks la!!!He sure happening later on!!!"
Within 5 minutes, we saw CJ dance around..Is very hilarious dance.He put on his hand in the air and hit the light hand on ceiling. He stop dancing and quickly hold on the light tight till it stop swinging then he continue with his step keep dance again. We all laugh of his cute action. Then he challenge sustained pumping 10times in one short and hit the wall like boxer. We keep laugh and laugh off. Myrtle get tipsy too and she knocked off the window glasses..Her face expression was fully reveal opposite another side of Window thus we laugh more loud.Very enjoy that night.  
Cj can't stand anymore after hysterics action and he rest in room. But we are alcohol insane we keep drink and try some mixer till 2a.m. And i off to bed around 3a.m. and get up on 8a.m. morning on next day.
Sit on balcony enjoy the view and taste with coffee. Relax~~Loving it.♥
I had some girl talks at balcony. Then we clean up and check out on 12p.m.  I'm felt like the house keeping surely going insane after get into our room. Toilet bowl...sinks...stuck everywhere...refrigerator stink...bedroom mess...too bad!!
This is the last party before RZ going to UK...he have to wait after 4 months just may mad with us again.Will miss you RZ..









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This is why they called us as Lunatic

I'm probably retarded in Mahjong game therefore I never take part on it


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Thursday, May 26, 2011

You'll never know how much I care about You

Found that he seems like my menstruation.Pestered me once a month.When we can settle down?This not joke.I freaking headache with him.Thought I'll be fine yet I'm lost again.And everything was about him him him..

When he came to me. Yes,I did, I'm glad to heard that he was looking at me while he is came back to Penang.
But I hate the routine when he leaved and we lost contact once again. Then a called makes my day again after a month.

My friend advised me that we shouldn't meet. And there is non of my business anymore.
But my heart was weak and hopeless in my world when I still loving you.I should take the lessons after April incident. But it doesn't work when everything is going so right.I should just leaved and say GOODBYE. If we didn't meet that day I'm think I'm won't so hurt right now.Yes,perhaps you doesn't mean to but you knew in earlier I'm been waited so long to see you again.

My mind drive me insane convince me why not?I Miss you so much...So I agreed to see you once again.
Yes,I'm greed even wonder to see you again.Just can't get enough..Never enough for me...

A drowsy weekdays...A caller picture which is you spin my head...It's make me smile..Yes you did.
Surprise..After a month, never thought that you will called me again after you disappear in air just like that.Well, you know that..I'm sure will say YES to you cause I'm obsession in Love. Infatuation to you.

Be frankly, everything was under my prediction.But you brought a shocked news to me. You say you will gonna leave Malaysia and going to China on 1st week of June and never ever back anymore unless Chinese New Year and you will get back to Malaysia to celebrate only. Sad to heard that..Cause You will leave me soon.And my mind was empty short while and it is mean I would never see you again after this? What the hell you leave it for me into this fucking pieces right now?Well you won't sad cause you used to do it just like how you disappear usually.And you expect that I won't pain?I'm a human being as normal..I cut..I bleed...and I pain too..You never understand on it.Think in bright side, perhaps I could take this opportunity as a challenge for me to fully let go...

In the phone conversation, you say you will back to penang on weekend to pack everything before you go.And we act like normal friend talks.Suddenly, You asked me am I want you stay back?Yes, yell from my heart..surely yes..Can you please don't go?Don't you wanna stay??And you asked me wanna have a meet while u at Penang..And I agree too..I been waited so long and now really dream come true.You back to me again.You say you will gave me a call while on the way back to Penang and I'm waited too..

Saturday night, I'm pick you up from Sg.Nibong Bus station. In the car we had no topic.You was never know how fast my heart races when I see you .And you asked would I mind to drop you in your hometown after club. I say no problem but i insist back to island after drop you. And you just dumb and say see how later. I have no idea when our topic become lesses day by day.It is so much question in my heart desire an confirm answer from you but I never ask.I'm wonder to know that how come we may such furious on last time and now we like a cold war couple while in car.

We took dinner together and you asked who will going club with me...They pro in drink?And my heart puzzled on it, would you come over me even they're drunk?and you had your own party at Northan Hotel so what you bother much am I going right for this Party Animal?We found no topic while together. My heart was whisper inside it is the end  for tonight. What should I hope for after meet you thrice?I should satisfy on it cause you not belong to me..You not belong to my world. We are tragic from past.

After drop you in hotel and you asked me once again would I drop you in mainland after party. After a second consideration I answered with No problem but I'm insist to back island please teach me the way to back. And you remain silent again and say Never-mind. My heart was miserable while saw your helpless face. The differences between now and previous on you does not request me to stay with you anymore.And I'm know already gone.I called you after club and you say you miss your bed and you hope to back home rest instead throng in hotel. I believe you was tipsy tipsy that period thus you guts to offered me stay over night in your house due to drove alone in midnight was so dangerous. (p/s: then I stay overnight in your house will be safe than I drove alone?)You request me pack my stuff later on after pick you up in hotel.

2a.m.,I'm rush to Northan Hotel from UPR to pick you up. Thought you will conscious to drove back mainland but you're stoned  & rest in passenger seat. Well, I've to face everything for this fucking trapped right now. I'm drove as fast as I can to save time so we may reach your house more earlier. Who know you asked me stop in highway cause you gonna spit.Gosh!!! We spend 1 hour at Petrol station to let you more stable. And my pals come to me cause they're worried me a girl handle all about this. We are so death cause we still may make fun while you spit like bloody hell there. You just like a toddler need me pamper you. Help you fasten seat belt, help you lay down the chair make you comfort,help to clean the muddy fluid...include help you find out the way from Penang to your house. I ask your cousin help to teaches me the way and I find out one things.You didn't told anyone you are back beside me and your family.That why your cousin scold Fucker in phone.LMAO.

After pack my things and I start my "adventure". What the fuck!! There is intersection road block set by police on Penang bridge. I started panic cause you look so death in car and I'm drink some more. Once they found out I'm drink and I drive, you don't hope that may back home. You will overnight chains in jail. More "comfort"...Don't care just hazardous for it.
I'm try to cover my precariously with I'm fine and they just check the road tax.When I'm think everything was going fine abruptly  the torchlight point to your face.GOD!!!Save me!!! Then the police look at me and I'm just smirk among gestured that you're too tire and sleep only. How lucky am I, the police not interest to sustained investigate on us just ask me go. Pheeww...Vroom...Vroom...evacuate from there as fast as I can. Satisfy with my outwitted☺. But happiness accompany me barely a while..I start headache after get in Tambun tol...I'm lost in Tambun area..I'm try to awake you but you no bother me at all..I'm so helpless and drove into industry area. Try so hard to find a way out but I'm lost again...When I ask you stay awake you start yelled to me cause I'm harass you rest. I'm know you're sleepy but we must find a way out to reach your home.Not even you loathing on harass but me too.What can I do...sigh...

When you blame on me that why I didn't ask you before I took any decision to make any turning I'm start irritated to answered you :-
Me:"OK!!! When did you really stay conscious  to answered me while I'm asking?!!I'm make any turning stick with where you point!!!Now we lost but you never concern I'm drove alone in stranger place.You just sleep while I ask you stay awake!!Now you blaming me!!!"
Him:"........I'm have no idea where are us now(with calm tune)...(looks around...) ok...go straight...traffic light there make right turn..."
Me:" This time You confirm yea?!!"
Him:"Ya..."

While I'm driving...I'm found out your eyes peep at me..And I'm ignore it..And you know I'm get anger now..You start pamper me with apologized...you say:" Sorry la...Dump you drove and found the way out alone...Sorry la,,Don't angry me ok?"But I had no reply and you try again..."sorry la...sorry la...Don't angry...sayang balik..ok?!!"I'm still act cool and just continue drive...This time, You hug me and apologized..I'm push away and say Don't play..I'm drive..Finally you saw me reply you and you start told me story..Told me how your brother mix the alcohol for you. They "rape" you to drink that's why you're so death...bla bla bla..You explained and apologized to me..I'm just listened..remain silent..

Your grandma open the door to us..And I greet with your grandma.And your grandma is the most cheer grandma that I saw ever. She's spoke English with me..Wow..amazing...and she's nice. She say she will lock the the door and ask me just go up rest. Well, thanks grandma. You're nice.
And you asked me am I plan to bath.Of course,I'm so stink right now.Approximate 5 o'clock in the morning already,freaking tire.Well, you tickle me and I just ran into toilet brush and clean up everything.

You kissing me and I told you we shouldn't be like that cause you are not belongs to me anymore.You explained your heart still missing me therefore when you came back the first person you wish to see is me not other. That's why no body knows you are back cause they wasn't me. Should I believe you?When you need me you just come over..I'm felt like I'm a mistress.And I questioned you if you do, why?Why you choose to given up on us..Given up on love between us?You say is happened so much things right that moment.Hard to told me in one time.What the fuck?!!This is what I wish to hear?

The next day, you hug me from back while you get up on bed.It's warm..I recall back everything while we been together.Such a long long time ago...Did you still remember?You smell my hair, I like the way you pamper.Hope the time may stop it now and then I can greed to had you more longer.I wish you may stay beside me till the end.Baby,please Don't go...

You're promises me will took me to Penang grab the Laksa you owe me last night while you apologize.once you get out from room you came in with another news. You said that go down lunch cause your grandma was cook our meal. Wow, I get shocked. Lunch in home means I had to face your family member once again?Gosh!!I'm sneaked into living room and just sat down. Your grandma came over and asked my name.Ask me don be shy just take lunch here first. And apology on the dish not much she ask Brian took me over Penang grab some food after this.Shy la...Somemore she asked where I'm stay..She seems like good impression on me.Your grandma like me.*wink*^^✌

Well, I'm don't waste my time at Tambun thus I drove back penang after lunch and your grandma asked me drive acrefully.(p/s: I will, thanks ah ma~~sob sob). Something miracle happened again. Last time, while I visit you in KL I left my sweater in your home. And this time you left your jacket in my car. sweat~~

Monday, You text to me say you will come over took your jacket from me.And I text you in return I'm not at home and you say nevermind then. Few hours later, you called to me asked where am i right now.
Why you so concern?Thought we shouldn't meet anymore if we really let go each other. I'm told you that I'm at Harvets In and you insist to meet me after you knew that I'm with our primary mate. Won't you worried they're knew our relationship after you came over?Or this is your plan and you purposely want them to know?Once you came and you sat down straight away questioned that:" Why you know I'm in Penang right now But you didn't called?"
I'm answered with unison tune:" How come you deemed that I'm sure know you was here right now?"
Brian:" .........."

Guess what, Don't even try to challenge me that I'm really need you much?Yes,I love you still but what if I'm know there is no more endless love between us.Why I'm still moving on?Yes,I'm admit I love you so. but I try to let go you too..Cause you never know how much I care about you.If you care about me, let me know. If you don't, stop making me think you do. My heart was bleeding when I'm just know everything is hopeless between us. You still come to me and I'm going too..I'm torture my own with my true love. I'm fall..I'm lost...You told me that you had commitment to be with her..Then how about me?A mistress?I'm never ask for any return cause I'm know you won't.

Subsequently, you say you will text me after a second. And I really received it. You asked me once again where am i right now?You asked me wish to see you again before you leave. And you asked me go to find you but you know there's far so forget about it. Sometime, I'm not really know what do you want from me?Sometime I can felt you love..sometime I'm miserable to face you. May be you gonna leave soon and you appreciated every moment with me.

Next day, You're back to KL and you text me in the early morning again. You say you back KL now and ask me take care. Is so pain when I'm read the message. Seems like going to lost you forever. We are merely a friends from now on...All the recollections is reminiscing....Hope the liaise still..But what can I hope for.You're so hard to forget.I'm regret that I'm never tell you How much I love you so...Still remember our first time to meet..you hold my hand...you kiss my lips..you whip my tears...you make the promises...But I'm know...Is time to let go..I'm know is hard..But i will take the opportunity to forget on you...Since you stay there I'm know time will heal me up...I'm appreciated every moment be with you..I'm glad that your brothers treat me as part of it..They way they greet with me like a close friend instead stranger..I'm will missing you.Brian..♥

Friday, May 20, 2011

Odd Weekend

What's wrong with the weather in Malaysia?
Raining ☂ over a week..Flood around island..Drowsy on raining day ☁..It's odd to hang out on raining day.
I'm figure out how to arrange my blog now...Some part have to distribute to different title although that is happen in the same day but the storyline different and the character who's involved play much important role.
OK, I'll shared my pillow talks girl friends with you guys instantly.

I'm not sure with you guys how to handle about when you trap in suffocate situation?
I'm indecisive to make any decision especially I'm a Libra horoscope♎.Therefore, I'm need my soul sisters close mate to advise and leak me out to light when I'm lost. But must make sure they are:-
good "listener" ☑ instead of good " reporter"☒.
To prevent rumor which is not true spread around we must beware to choose our listener to lament.Thus some of my secret I did not share it with my friends too.Keep in side the heart, only heaven know.

I'm think they love to listen my story.Cause my face expression?or the way I talk is more funny?Heard my friends tell me before she say I'm funny.I like to see they smile too.☻
My primary mates invite me to take dinner together at Harvest In Restaurant.
Luckily we reserve in earlier and I be the driver to fetch them to there☛ Harvest In.(I been waiting so long to have a trial)
Well, We still need to queue as usual no exempted for anyone even though is RESERVE in earlier.
We order different meal set to try and may share with each other. Kinda funny cause we are busy to cut the meat into piece and share with friends. And they request me to sit on middle face to them so I may share my joke n story with them while taken dinner. Yeah.I'm talkative and they won't felt that is bored to listen too.
We taken our dinner and waited for Candy. She's late!!! But she be the good daughter to pick up her mom from bus station..So please forgive her~~~(hug)
Surprise,someone is come to meet us.He called to me and say want join us.(p/s: Please remember this mystery persons, will fully describe about him on next post)
 And they know about me n him relationship was complicated but they still co-operate to act innocent.Thank you.Lastly, he told me he will called me short while after this. And I really get his message after join my 2nd round event ☛ K-session.♬♬♬
(p/s: what is our conversation will fully describe on next post,stay tune)
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Pauline, Candy & Emily

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Off to Gurney Red Box rush with speeding up cause my lovely "Mom"-Sumei(regular invisible blog reader/supporter) was invited me had fun over there.She is pro in singing. ♪♪
Out of expectation, I'm thought Wesak day on tomorrow so Gurney will throng instead.
Well, as long as my schedule was full and it won't corrupted my plan will be alright.
Friendly introduce and greet some new friends. No any handsome sparkling that night.
one shorty ✖
one uncle ✖
Damn God!! Tomorrow is Holiday!! Can you cheer me up beside him appear?I need more please…
  And I'm sing my "Mom" Sumei favorite song to bring out my depress feeling inside my heart this few days.Ends up get tease by those UNCLE & SHORTY.
Although they are just kidding but I've to say:"Elo!!At least my songs better than your what Justin Bieber "Ennine Minnie Money More Lover~~♬♬♪♬"...what "I'll NEVER SAY NEVER♪♪♪♬"...*^&@#%$&^%
Never for what?Back home sleep early UNCLE..Nowadays, Lot uncle get heart disease due to try so hard to act teenager..Take care....LMAO.
Red Box didn't charge my bill.Perhaps I'm pretty enough?lolx..Joke man...take it easy. Cause I'm late arrived and leave earlier, so i guess they might be miss count on me.*wink*
In Sumei Car..Her RM350.00 Angry Bird.lolx

Next day, Rain again in holiday.Sigh, since my "mom" still in penang, we hang out shop together. We taken our lunch at QB mall. And my lunch was shock lot peoples around, Cause it is huge size in the bowl.
Huge, right?
Kim Gary

Delicious ...Yummy
After this, we bought same clothes at PDI with cute puppies inside.✌
First time, I'm could spend all day long stay in a mall with drink and shop around.
Sumei boyfriend come to meet us and we drink and bull-shit with his friends at old town. Then we go to test some camera kit. End up, we did not bought the camera too.I take 2 cups of coffee that day therefore I'm INSOMNIA at night!!!! We took our dinner at Siam Express before we crawl back our home.

Can you believe it?A couple set probably can fix 4 persons stomach. Despite the food taste good but it is still disappointed me. I found out we are ate the hairy vegetable. "Hairy" I mean?Yup!!It is.♒
At first I ignore it when I saw it and just pick up put a side. Second time I saw it again which is mean the chef was played the fucking idiot game with me. Please find the "hairy" vegetable in the play-Hide and Seek.
WTF!!! I straight away request a whole new set to change away this stupid things.
Lucky they are sincere in apologize.
Never mind then....
Evert hing is odd..freaking odd...


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

When nothing goes right, go left

I'm know I'm know....My blog is late to be updated..Some event was happened 1 week ago and I just shared out...Sorry Friends, I'm just can write my blog while I free time..Sorry Sorry..Sorry la...

Stop bull shit-ing, go into topic right now..
Hmmm...Weekend refresh my soul into higher again..I weekend much...Cause I can catch up with my friends..Had some drinks release tension on work..At least I may dump the working stuff to a side.
Well, Be frankly Friday night not enjoy nor excited feeling too come against to set me higher as well..Even though The club was waiting me for a long time on next day.But some reason couldn't cheer me up.
Cause I'm was waited for someone call or message.
(p/s: well, this I will explain on next blogging)

This weekend special a bit due to CJ was came back to Penang already. Therefore we more cheers.*wink*✌
Hang around At Austin Chase..Finally, Esthy introduce her bf to us but we did not talk much..We bullshit & joke over there...Wait the time passed and welcome our KL pals..Catherine & Tze Tze.
Jiun pick them up at bus station and we straight away meet up supper together.
Tze Tze & Jiun♥ this sweet perfect couple lovely match was adore by me & impress on their endless love.♥
Yearns to have a sweetness Love like them.
Save the energy to rest and warming up for tomorrow Party.♬♬♬

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My primary mate wish to catch up before they depart to Puchong Trip.
Surprised to meet that lot old mates was attend.Thought there was girls talk.
And I'm know drowsy killing me at home..So why not just hang out with friends as what I say "When nothing goes right, go left".So when no one to nail just GO OUT!!Lolx.


Listen same words once again from old mate,"Susan, why you couldn't gain your weight at all?You look so slim still!!!" (smirk)
 "Well, I thought you all never knew that how hideously am I look like while high school. Huge moose stride along pavement at school. That tragic must end just transform today result."
Sounds exaggerated?!!Nope!!It's truth...There's not joke man.
 In my friends memory to recollections, I'm a busy body in the class. Always not in class, and keep Gymrama practice. Saw me throw the ball, rope, club, hoop high into the air then catch it...Play the ribbon in tuneful music.Yeah!That's me but who else know I'm freaking tired in the youth age envy those whom back from school may nap and do homework in home instead of training 4 time a weeks continuously 4 hours a day after finished school lessons sustained 3 years?? Ok..stop lament...Who's never suffocated in the process to growth up?


Well..There is too much things to share with you guys.Hope you do enjoy reading..I'm promise will try my best update it ASAP.See ya^^Nice days^^