Let Go

Should hate you...No..I couldn't make it..
Causes I bump into you deeply
I did not blame on your ruthless...
But I hate that why you create the beautiful liar to end up everything..
I thought we should had a happy ending...cause you give me hope..give me strength,make me felt like in the heaven & I should dump out everything, the past...& try to be with you..

I did it..but..you slow down it...You say you don want any relationship right this moment...
You make me go insane.I recall back my ex..He told me same words too..What a lousy excuse to dump..
Once you reveal your decision after we drag a week of hell situation..I'm pain...I'm hurt..Fall into miserable month...

But..you not even know...You hooking up with other girl very soon...And what is the reason of "I'm don't want any relationship in this moment"?
I'm such been a fool...Like a clown in front your friends..family..relatives...
You never know how pain am I when I saw you & her pictures...We never publish our relationship at all..I'm like your mistress all the time.But why she can did it and gain your love?
Am I not good enough?I obey your every instruction.
How many girls can do as me as well?
I'm not a idiot..I'm sense everything but I did not mention doesn't mean you may continue bluff or lie to me?

Did you know?I'm sad when I been with you at KL?
You did not hold my hand in your working venue..I'm know..I'm understand..I'm felt something wrong...But I did not like others girl keep stick around with you.
I choose to trust your every action.I believe you did not did it in publish sure have your reason.But it was felt too bad in my heart.
Hence, I dumb in front of you all day long.
But my cool respond make you go insane and may be this is one of the reason cause us going to the end.
And I'm suspect too..Is it I'm third party?why u did not hold my hand in the mall once we step out of the mall area you will hug me & hold me?I'm whack back all the sweetness memories while we at Penang.But it was so wrong at KL?why...I had no idea.

Did you know?You're so mean to me?You already stay in my heart inner side. Because you say you miss me..I'm purposely going down KL to look at you...Did you know, I'm never treat anyone so nice.
Since we click together, I'm faith into you. But why...there is no fair enough to me.

Anyone can stay at the mall more than 8 hours a day...Anyone can understand her bf was busy and no free time to accompany her but she still looking up at him even she is just can gain that few hours together with him?Anyone can did not have any temper in front her bf even though she is waited him from morning till night. but she still with a regards  greeting concern him tired or not?Anyone can endure her bf chat with his ex in front of her through the phone while they in the cold war.You was break my heart into pieces. When we was in argument, did you wish that your beloved chat with others and ignored you.
Did you know that, I'm really wish to stick around & appreciate the last night to be with you.And why at last is the tears accompany me?
And I have no guts to guess that when you was start with her?Is it before we settle our relationship but you both already been together?Cause she is your colleague so she may have the advanced treatment to publish you both relationship?You say you never cheat on me but why you did not dare to admit her?
Why you still come and explain to me?

I'm know you was back to Penang today and with her. I'm going like a lunatic soon if I still couldn't let go you.
We from friends become stranger. This is not i wish too see.
Yes,I'm admit. I love you still.But what can i do?Cause you choose others not me anymore.
Every day I will take note on you fb wall.what you did, what you post..saw your name appear on chat box.I'm happy to see that.But I'm sad too cause we did not have any conversation to chat anymore.
Did you still remember every conversation we chat to each other while we just bump into each other?I still remember every words.But it from sweetness turn into pathetic.

Why you let me face all this alone?I'm know I have no capable to ask you anythings.I'm keep ask my own...Does our love will rekindling?There is no answer.
I'm asked my own...If can get back in time, and i will hooking up with you once?And..there is no answer cause I love you much.

I pretend there is nothing wrong in front everyone.Include you. But I'm going to explore soon cause I miss you much!!Why I bump into you and couldn't let go everything since you does not love me anymore!!Why I'm know everything was a lie to me but i still cant forget about it!!!What I hope still!!


Did you know everything that I'm never told you before?!!Did you ever love me before?!!!
SAVE ME PLEASE!!!